Suggested soundtrack: Out of the blue happiness was defined as singing along together to Wagon Wheel, to take a bath, to watch someone make carbonara, and to hold someone’s hand without worry of notice. Radagast came for a visit. What…
Category: Me time
Made in Hollywood
Suggested Soundtrack: (Translation: It will never be over for me) —- [Spoiler alert for the whole genre of RomCom’s] — They say that one never truly appreciate what one has, until it is taken away. Back in Germany for a…
The stillness
Suggested soundtrack: Today I changed the wallpaper of my phone. Behind the icons of the few apps I regularly use and the multitude of apps I no longer remember when I used last, is the torso of a spectacular looking…
Cautiously optimistic
Suggested soundtrack: Today I woke up after dreams of transition. In my sleep I was circling my room, paintings taken down from the walls, curtains removed, the space stripped from personality. The dream echoed the feelings that encompass my time…
Who are you?
Suggested Soundtrack: Yesterday was my birthday. A few weeks (months?) ago I started pulling this joke that for every year now, I would turn younger, not older, making me now 29. To be honest, I really don’t care about my…
Death Row Relationships (short version)
Suggested Soundtrack: Once in a while I do some “window”-shopping at IKEA’s online shop. Not having purchased any furniture (except a mattress) in… actually, I don’t think I ever bought any substantial furniture at all.. it is a rather pointless…
Pleasure Pressure or The Colour of Cheese
Suggested soundtrack: Desperate to follow my life’s motto of ‘better do anything than nothing‘ I ended up at possibly one of the mediocre-strange of art-music-gadgets show I’ve seen in quite a while. Kandinsky, nazis and model trains in a wild…
Like something out of a Woody Allen movie
Suggested soundtrack: Artie Shae – Moonglow, Dooley Wilson – As Times Goes By, (Eagle-Eye Cherry – When Mermaids Cry) It was Midsummer’s eve and I woke up two hours after I went to bed. Unable to fall asleep again, I…
Like meeting an old lover
I’m back in a rainy Germany, back in Osnabrück, a place I jojo-moved to during my studies in my mid 20ies. Despite being a place where strangers became friends the city carry the melancholy touch of loneliness. Here is where…
Like Kissing a Cloud
Suggested soundtrack: Beach House – Myth, Chromatics – I’m on fire For the first time in a long time it feels like I’m swimming with the stream, not against it. Floating effortlessly. Due to broken chains and freedom found, or…